Late for my date as usual =/ I'm always late. Transformers was okay... Just felt like the creators tried too hard to add in more fight scenes it didn't really go too smoothly. Didn't get to cut my hair and so now I'm wondering if I'll get fucked tomorrow. Coffee, tea, shopping, childish games and fun in the kitchen. Camp, sleep deprevation and guitar hero. How do I describe myself? Gotta wonder... Hmm... Suttle glances and pretty smiles sure gives life a lighter tinge to it. Her rantings and dear diary antics sure just puts a smile on my face. Got to love that about you.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
One of The Brightest Stars
Sunday, 28 June 2009
Sunday, 21 June 2009
Father's, Day
Well I finally went out for once. Took a cab down straight from school. It's refreshing a change for once, hopes this marks the end of this depressing paradigm. Food was great. The beef was umm grade 9-12? I don't know, can't really tell. Foie gras, king crabs, Cram Brulee. Yumz? Been really really long since I ate anything that good. I still can taste the beef in my mouth and it's driving me insane. *sigh* Hooked on food yet again.
Japanese and French fusion cuisine suits my comeback into the gormet eating industry. Binge, binge and binge!
Might upload photos at long last. Got to remember to get them from mom later though.
Oh my god, I just realised. The "Mr Douche" was me! I glanced past it without as much as a second thought and completely forgot about it. By the way a "Douche" is a device used to introduce a stream of water into the body for medical or hygienic reasons, or the stream of water itself. "Douche" usually refers to vaginal irrigation, the rinsing of the vagina, but it can also refer to the rinsing of any body cavity. The word "Douche" comes from the French language, in which its principal meaning is a shower (it is thus a notorious false friend encountered by non-native speakers of English; the French phrase for vaginal douching is douche vaginale, meaning vaginal shower). The word "douche" is also used in English as a derogatory slang term which I think you meant "Douche Bag" which implies a variety of negative qualities, specifically arrogance and engaging in obnoxious and/or irritating actions without malicious intent. It is generally used for males only. So either way it's wrong. Unless of course you were using it in the perverse way which would make me laugh just as hard too. LOL.
Bri and Rox(why Rox not Roz? Got to remember to bring that up next time). Not sure who I messaged saying I miss the both of you alot but well this solves everything. Meaning me saying it out here.
Rox seriously I don't know why I don't contact you unless it's about planning to meet up. Think I'm going to attribute it to the vibe you gave off in the past. Haha I still remember every single time you 'dao-ed' Ben. You know if I try to think of you for more than like 5 seconds, I kind of just burst out laughing cause you're like the undisputed Queen of funny faces. You just tickle my funny bone.
Bri do you remember the last time we met while you were still wearing your school uniform? Where we layed down resting on each other's laps. And dear Eddie not being able to sing his ABCs even if his life depended on it. LOL. Fun times, might not fully apply to you due to the predicament you were in during that time but nevertheless, it was fun for me.
Finally going to meet Nicole after like 3 maybe 4 years of messages being exchanged here and there. You got me noticing you on my birthday. The interval of our little exchanges decreased, now they aren't little anymore and I find myself being more informal. Hmm... Wonder how you look right now. 4 years is alot of time for you to change. Yeah and I think my contacts are like so expensive now that I think about it. Will try and remember to consult you again if I ever finish mine.
Exam's next week. Hope I pass on the first try and say goodbye to the place I toil at. Day in, day out.
Excitment, nostalgia, reminiscing the story of you and me.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Japanese and French fusion cuisine suits my comeback into the gormet eating industry. Binge, binge and binge!
Might upload photos at long last. Got to remember to get them from mom later though.
Oh my god, I just realised. The "Mr Douche" was me! I glanced past it without as much as a second thought and completely forgot about it. By the way a "Douche" is a device used to introduce a stream of water into the body for medical or hygienic reasons, or the stream of water itself. "Douche" usually refers to vaginal irrigation, the rinsing of the vagina, but it can also refer to the rinsing of any body cavity. The word "Douche" comes from the French language, in which its principal meaning is a shower (it is thus a notorious false friend encountered by non-native speakers of English; the French phrase for vaginal douching is douche vaginale, meaning vaginal shower). The word "douche" is also used in English as a derogatory slang term which I think you meant "Douche Bag" which implies a variety of negative qualities, specifically arrogance and engaging in obnoxious and/or irritating actions without malicious intent. It is generally used for males only. So either way it's wrong. Unless of course you were using it in the perverse way which would make me laugh just as hard too. LOL.
Bri and Rox(why Rox not Roz? Got to remember to bring that up next time). Not sure who I messaged saying I miss the both of you alot but well this solves everything. Meaning me saying it out here.
Rox seriously I don't know why I don't contact you unless it's about planning to meet up. Think I'm going to attribute it to the vibe you gave off in the past. Haha I still remember every single time you 'dao-ed' Ben. You know if I try to think of you for more than like 5 seconds, I kind of just burst out laughing cause you're like the undisputed Queen of funny faces. You just tickle my funny bone.
Bri do you remember the last time we met while you were still wearing your school uniform? Where we layed down resting on each other's laps. And dear Eddie not being able to sing his ABCs even if his life depended on it. LOL. Fun times, might not fully apply to you due to the predicament you were in during that time but nevertheless, it was fun for me.
Finally going to meet Nicole after like 3 maybe 4 years of messages being exchanged here and there. You got me noticing you on my birthday. The interval of our little exchanges decreased, now they aren't little anymore and I find myself being more informal. Hmm... Wonder how you look right now. 4 years is alot of time for you to change. Yeah and I think my contacts are like so expensive now that I think about it. Will try and remember to consult you again if I ever finish mine.
Exam's next week. Hope I pass on the first try and say goodbye to the place I toil at. Day in, day out.
Excitment, nostalgia, reminiscing the story of you and me.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Moments
I'm really glad I met you guys. This isn't about how much time we spent together but what it means to me. The times we laughed. The times we cried. The times we were so in over our heads that we failed and moved on together.
Ben, I remember a line you told me in the past about being somebody. I think I finally found it. To me... It isn't about being a powerful person. Earning lots of money. Nor anything else you could possibly think about. It's about having the most joy and satisfaction in what I do.
You can't put value into how much impact a person can have on you. Lying down side by side talking the night away, or being stranded together in the middle of the night with nowhere to go. They're all wonderful memories I will carry around with me.
The times we bitched together. Even those, hold a special place in my heart.
No it's not about him or her. It's about everyone and anyone who I had fortune to befriend.
In the end it wasn't about detachment from society. I'm just an idealist who has no bounds and conformity.
Thank you.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Ben, I remember a line you told me in the past about being somebody. I think I finally found it. To me... It isn't about being a powerful person. Earning lots of money. Nor anything else you could possibly think about. It's about having the most joy and satisfaction in what I do.
You can't put value into how much impact a person can have on you. Lying down side by side talking the night away, or being stranded together in the middle of the night with nowhere to go. They're all wonderful memories I will carry around with me.
The times we bitched together. Even those, hold a special place in my heart.
No it's not about him or her. It's about everyone and anyone who I had fortune to befriend.
In the end it wasn't about detachment from society. I'm just an idealist who has no bounds and conformity.
Thank you.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
At Gunpoint
Apparently lost for words as far as it comes to English so I've resorted to this. Nic this goes out to you as well. Lolx if you even understand, but I think you'll get it one way or another.
Ich dreh langsam durch Deinetwegen
Doch was ist bloß mit mir passiert (ich kann nicht mehr)
Auf einmal warst Du in meinem Leben
Ich weiß, dass es Dich nicht interessiert
Jetzt fehlst Du mir
Und Du weißt nicht mal, wer ich bin
Jede Nacht steh ich vor Deiner Tür
Du fehlst mir so
Ich fühl mich wie Romeo in einer One Man Show
Du fehlst mir so
Und dieser Song läuft nur für Dich im Radio
Ich sehe Dich mit geschloss’nen Augen
Die Bilder, die mich jetzt furchtbar quälen
Wie viele Nächte willst Du mir rauben?
Wie viele Sekunden muss ich zählen?
Jetzt fehlst Du mir
Und Du weißt nicht mal wer ich bin
Jede Nacht steh ich vor Deiner Tür
Du fehlst mir so
Ich fühl mich wie Romeo in einer One Man Show
Du fehlst mir so
Und dieser Song läuft nur für Dich im Radio
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Ich dreh langsam durch Deinetwegen
Doch was ist bloß mit mir passiert (ich kann nicht mehr)
Auf einmal warst Du in meinem Leben
Ich weiß, dass es Dich nicht interessiert
Jetzt fehlst Du mir
Und Du weißt nicht mal, wer ich bin
Jede Nacht steh ich vor Deiner Tür
Du fehlst mir so
Ich fühl mich wie Romeo in einer One Man Show
Du fehlst mir so
Und dieser Song läuft nur für Dich im Radio
Ich sehe Dich mit geschloss’nen Augen
Die Bilder, die mich jetzt furchtbar quälen
Wie viele Nächte willst Du mir rauben?
Wie viele Sekunden muss ich zählen?
Jetzt fehlst Du mir
Und Du weißt nicht mal wer ich bin
Jede Nacht steh ich vor Deiner Tür
Du fehlst mir so
Ich fühl mich wie Romeo in einer One Man Show
Du fehlst mir so
Und dieser Song läuft nur für Dich im Radio
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
Monday, 8 June 2009
Writer's block
I'm full of emotions just pent up and somehow I can't find the words to express them. Guess I'm taking a break from this.
P.S. remember me, remembering you.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
P.S. remember me, remembering you.
Sin†ner™
Do not wonder,
For I am but a shadow
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